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once again... my time management really stinks ... on monday, i finished very few chapters nia.... only 1 for ethic and 1 for MA . worse off, im involved in this that really drain me off lately .... i feel so bad, oh God, pls help me put a stop to all these and get disciplined...

i wanna change !!!! arrgh~~~ screw this body of mine tat is not listening to me!!!

WEEK 14

i've wasted my time... again and agian, there were very few classes only this week, most of da lecturer has stop class.... well, its a pity, a fool like me opted to play dota everyday .

my parents were right in condemning my behaviour , i was only DOTA dota and DOTA everyday .... life sucks , one after another keep inviting me for a game.

i didnt really stayed in hostel, but i did went to gymnasium to work out . but the results are far from great, my shoulder sucks, its too small .... my body is too long and make me look small size even though im tall.

i must say, this week i squandred a lot of precious time .

WEEK 13 in USM (my bday)

well.... its tough week, no class at all, so free, and btw, it was my bday, and yes i celebrated my 21st bday . i've grown older d. day by day .... it beats me real hard actually, im entering into a new dimension so to speak. many will expect a lot from the newly become 21 yr old boy. :)

i made my wish during my bday -- to be a man of GOD , to fight for GOD and to win souls for GOD. im ready to rumble. however, i am well aware tat i have to keep watch of my spiritual life and not to sin. its gonna be a tough 21 yr old onwards journey.

WEEK 12

life is tough out there after we all graduate, i decided to giv myself a chance to change my own future.... i will take up this new career and try to create a little something for myself and my family.... shud it fail, i got nth to lose afterall ....

went to SWISS INN hotel for seminars about d insurance of Great Eastern thingy, well, da motivation was overwhelming , but the reality of facts still hurts though.... not everyone will succeed, this career is hard,theres a big posibility of losing ur friends once u make mistakes....
im thinking about it day by day, and yes, i wanna train myself. but then, i love all my friends, and tats y i will try to advise them to save a little money for future enjoyment as well as preparation for worst scenario incase of death/illness ... though many will see me as irritating, but hey, i don get any benefit except commision, but my clients will get all the benefits of security and future enjoyment of their own hard earn money.


school sucks as usual....my hair is growing day by day

WEEK 11

well, i went to those seminars and talks , now im gonna be recruited to become a SuperGROUP member. gonna be selling insurance and saving plans.

im kinda worried now, will it affect my future studies? friends? gf? .... very concerned.

i went to 'Mid Autumn festival' at U-care there, haha, it was so fun, i really enjoyed myself. Hansen also went, and as usual, i perli him 99. Elder Goh was there too.... hehe

oh well, long time no play lantern le, now really makes me recalled my childhood, its been so long since i left my childhood games and try to be mature, i really miss the good old times.

in class, its pretty busy, all ppl are busy wif assignments, and when Ong found out i copied Ci shen's MA assignment blindly, he was kinda pissed off wif my laziness , haih, he kept shootin me and was beh syeok at me (believe me , i know when ppl dislike me) , kinda sad though, he don show kindness, it only make me come back to reality and remembered tat all Uni ppl are fakes , selfish and self centered. i don blame them , coz most ppl are concerned about their own results and future, and hey, i also care, its just tat i leave most of da worry to God and do my part.

i went St andrew church, however, my parents start nagging me d, they wan me go back PCC, reason? coz u shud folo where ur family go....zzz, wat a 'reason' , da trouble is i cant really suit there ever since da day i was born, all these while , i long for mandarin speaking eh church, but cant find. my English schoool friends and i cant communicate well ma.... im troubled , and worried for my self... just when im about to come back to God, i sudenly faced trouble of growing in spirit, torn between obedience and concern for my spiritual growth