WEEK 4 in School....

assignemtns assignments assignments..... all begining to pile up alrdy.
1)Biznes Ethic cast study
2)Biz Ethic Assignment
3)Psychology presentation
4)Psychology assignment x2
5)M.Accounting assignment
6)Marketing assignment
7)Marketing presentation
8)SHE assignment(totally on my own)

fuyoh~.... so many to do. i have 4 more weeks to complete those or im toast.
well... a lot have been went thru this week....i did my SHE kertas cadangan all by my self...i stuggled but hey, thanks to my frends who helped me out a bit.

for my social life, its getting pretty good... i have stopped lifting heavy weights and changed my weight lifting to merely for body Toning purpose only.... i realise lifting weight beyond ouor limit will hurt our body. :)

well... as usual la, im still broke , when is PTPTN money coming?

**********************miss li tong who went off on tuesday********

25th July Saturday 2009 stress buidling up

Thursday was a bad day... i couldnt find any SHE group , Dr Siti pressuring me and scolding me y i didnt inform her in da 1st place. darn it, im so lost.... dunno wat to do. my frends tat i was supposed to be same group alrdy have a group. wat shud i do? .... hai... so sad.

i was so stress, to the point of anger.... negative entered me, tinking of bad thoughts and burning desire to hurt others....bla bla bla.... but then, i called my mom, i cried, i was sad and angry to the point of fever and Flu, oh well, thank God my mom calmed me down and ask me to love my frends and not hold grudges against them, altho it was hard to listen to her advice, but i did anyway outta obedience, thanks be to god, i freed myself from bitterness.... now, i learn to love my frends as God loves me...

well, i m still havin fever, im trying to rest, but then, im so tired from the fever.... we shall c wat happens tomolo ba.

WEEk 3 in school...

STRESS wud not b an appropriate word to discribe my 3rd week here in USM, indeed, the 1st 2 weeks in USM was a honeymoon, but then again.... i didnt get to study due to the fact that i didnt get the books, and tat led me to trail my reading plan by a thousand mile, worse! ....in those 2 weeks, i have been going to play around and doing nothing most of da time .... tat has even made it difficult to start my 'study engine' .

well... wat ya know, i made new frends like cui may, and her 3 frends , talkin to ppl whom i didnt talk to last semester and feeling the pressure of assignment (as this sem , i didnt same group as Choo Sheng in every assignment) . well, life is tough, and the pressure is beggining to build in and im kinda worried tat i cant find enuf time for STUDY and LEISURE.... wat is this man... life is really tough , and i hate it,i hate this course im taking too.... i wish i can be a successful person wif a positive attitude .... but then again... these books tat i study are restricting my abilities to go beyond my boundary of gaining new insights.

wat to do? i lost some frends , as well as gain new ones.... i hurt others , as well as being hurt by others too... i help others ,and others help me... alrdy in the 3rd week, i was back stab by ppl and also i left bad impressions towards some of my frends/coursemates , well, i just cant seem to please everyone. i miss HOME, i miss GOD, i miss my FAMILY, i miss my BIG BRO. i really don feel like studying at all... dunno y , i just lost the enthusiasm after i took on this Management course.haih...

*********************************dunno y i just cant smile******************************

1st week in USM

well...school kick start really quick, until u know it, boom~! its passed week 1 d. haha! i had lots of fun this week 1, not really much class coz not yet start tutorial ma. i went out wif frends to snake temple on friday. i had CS wif my frends and also met my new room mate... not bad also la he, BIOLOGY student , year3, from penang too.

umm... this week , according to my calculation, im in financial crisis...im running outta cash, really regretted of not working... i had to buy so many original books, so much for photostating....zzz , nowadays my Uni is Apex status, they force all buy original wif da requirement of buying a code tat comes together wif da book in order to register for assignments and tutorial...$UCKS~~~!!! i hate USM !!! and another thing is...da car sticker issue is really pain in da @rse.... haih....

anyway.... i feel so lonely la... lately, i din chat wif 'her' tat often d, but i sure hope she can study well wif me not on9. i wondering wats shes doing now? i really miss her man....haih.

friday....

yesterday, we went redbox, ong, me , hansen, siang, ci shen and cai yun all went. all of them didnt wanna sing. oh well, guess, im da singer in tat redbox nia lo.haha! ....hansen lost his voice, ci shen, was shy, cai yun shy also, siang very pai seh pulak, Ong don like to sing eh. swt.... all come redbox wif this kinda ****ing attitude.

anyway, im broke , i bought a ring , RM10 !!! i put it in my pinky, im single! hahaha!!!... well, lately no mood to on9 , so busy wif my own school stuff and really pressured about the future assignments coming up.

well, i m short of money alrdy. owing cishen RM50, and hansen RM12. shit.... if this goes on, it will severe our frendship de. i ahte owing money to ppl

6th JUly, school starts, but not for me!

well well well, schoool has finally started, many ppl went to school alrdy but for me and my gang, we HAVE NO SCHOOL !!! haha... monday bo school surprisingly.

Hansen hav been stayin in ma house since Saturday night, and on Monday( today*) , i went to USM to put his stuff and pick up Ci Shen , Siang, and went back my home to wait for Ong, we waited from 2pm - 4pm . zzz

anyway , we went Gurney at 4.20pm , we went to watch movie+arcade+dinner le... uah, tiring lo, lazy to elaborate so much but umm.... maybe when i settle down d then i will write more. tomolo tuesday mia school very stupid eh, from 8am - 6pm !!! uah lao... hav to go CG somore , i sure very punctured d.

uah... tired !!!

this is really killing me !!! i woke up at 12.30pm thanks to babe who woke me up coz alvin was here to fetch me d, haih.... i slept at 6am yesterday, recently keep sleep late, and now PIMPLE growing all over me face.... swt, gonna hav to do some healthy therapy o ... abo can die eh.

well... woke up go badminton from 1-3pm, then at 4.30pm only come back coz we went for Laksa at kek lok si there. by the time im home, i have to fetch vic from School, and its alrdy 6pm lo. sien nia, my time is flying soooooo fast !!! ... played games then 8pm d, had dinner and go CG lo. back at 11pm coz need to pangsai !!!wakakaka~~~ it took 2 sec to UNLOAD everything !!! muahahaha~~~ not bad.... seems like da papaya has worked !

haih...tomolo hav to go dad's office to work a while , zzz, so tired , not enuf slp... school gonna start, and im like kick starting my 1st day in school like a ZOMBIE .

REDBOX 6hours!!! new RECORD !!!

hohoho !!! today last minit got class gathering , good thing i saw it from HanHong's facebook, tat idiot didnt tell me earlier, hai me cant inform ER on time. sad nia! i went pay my dad's shop electric bill at 2pm then only come over to Redbox to meet up wif my old pal

those present were: Alvin(my bf ,hehe) , han hong, boon chean, soon gui, yuan li+7lou , jian hong+7lou, Bird Bird+7lou(li wei) , chin yun, and Tuck seng. 13 alltogether.

we sang for 6 HOURS!!!!
then only we had buffet , total we paid for BUFFET + SINGING(6hours) was RM 22 nia!!! damn cheap...woo hoo~~~ hanhong is such a good organizer . we sang and scream and shout till the top of our lungs, everyone was crazily happy, everyone competed to sing, wakakaka~~~ Alvin singing still sucks as usual !!! all lose me !!! except tat i bo stamina nia,plus, most of da songs i dunno hw to sing, i only pro Wang lee hom and Jay Chou. yup....

we sang from 2pm-6pm then we had our buffet dinner , then we continue singing till 8pm ...
at 9pm , we went off to ARCADE and played for 2hours till 11.30pm, my arm wrestle only can win till the 4th nia, Jian Hong beat me coz he won the 3rd !!! .... but for the hammering strength test, i won!!! muahahaha~~~ i hit until the machine spoiled and get the maximum points!!! woohoo~~~

i dropped Alvin home at 1.50pm , then reached home late at 12am le, my dad asleep d....lately he have problems in work. i baru asked Alvin to pray nia.... haih, god , pls help us

1st July, begining of my FALL, and RISE

today was really a wretched day after wat tat 'fella' did to me. i prayed hard, boucing back wif hope and trust in Jesus's work on da cross.... life is a challenge, i told God to guide me and help me.i fasted for tat day, but resumed my dinner at 9pm. Oh LORD, thank you for my mom's prayer tat opened my eye and c the good works of ur salvation. thanks for ur mercy.

anyway, today i use JUGGERNAUT in Dota, pawn like crazy, ppl also call me GOD le. :p , 1st time use it since dunno when le. haha! my laptop was taken away by dad, but strangely , i don hold grudges against my dad, haha! one of da reason is bcoz house also can use ma... besides, my dad need it for his work purposes,hmm.... lately, i begining to understand ppl's situation and stop judgin ppl... is tat wat TRANFORmation thru the renewing of our mind called?

i sure hope this state last , i don wanna hear the lies of devil anymore which kept me wasting my past 6 month .

oh ya, i met up wif ER today in Heng ee Gate there, very funny la.... i alrdy told her tat we shud go Coffee shop and meet up eh, but she kept saying her frend don wan go, well... i know is bcoz dey all paiseh la.... but i did told her tat if her frend come then every1 will feel wierd eh ma.... haha, don wan listen lo, haha! then when meet ER , din even dare to look me in da eyes, zzz.... she was VERY VERY VERY SHY.

anyway,thanks for meeting me up, miss u so much la, jus tat i don wan make u uncomfortable tats y i din talk much ma. haha! somore got an adult ask for money from me, zzz, hes healthy and able-body, yet he don wan go work and wan come ask me for money....zzz, somore he sick d i told him go General hospital, he don want, wat a lier .

uah!!!really tired, came back , wanted play badminton but no racquet anymore,zzz,went to sleep at 7pm, woke up at 9pm !!! now baru habis dinner, blogging lo.