the sad part

as i woke up in the morning ... doing my usual routine task, and there, i saw my mom kneeling down, interceding for the whole family, i m so ashamed of myself, wat have i done all these while but bring pain and sorrow to them?.... im saddened by the fact tat im quite useless in their eyes, always asking for money from them . i feel disgusted at myself . how lazy i am !!! and i hate my own attitude. im gonna change for better....